my B-day tomorrow! YAY 15 and liek yay like OMG i got liek a PINK ( why) blanket ( snuggie) and its liek warm but PINK!( oh well!!!))) and like then today ogt a new mp3 like my 3rd one and liek yah and like yah jnhsnbs

anyway i go to my room shes in her food boul DEAD!! i cry i see her again to take hr tobuiry her and i cry i dont want her ot be gone she looked lik she feel asleep she WAS up whne i went ot school i knwo it!! but she was DEA WHNE I GOT HOME well some time after i got hom and liek UGHHH!! its ll i see is her like tht and liek ( nugget is a hamster) and like i miss her i tell my parents tht shes dead i tell mia i jsut hve to tel katie ad liek UGHHH!! i jsut i think i might wait till late on tomorrow to tell her if i stay in school ( i'm not good with the hole pet dying hting i cant get over it for liek a wee k2 weeks!) and liek yeah its goign ot be hard but liek i buried her myself for once and liek i miss her i want ot dg her up jstu ot check on her ot see if she woke up but i knwo she WOULDNT shes gone for good and i dont want her ot be!! UGGHHHHH! i hate death but i want death!!! like wtf!!!!!

everythign is over!i jsut broke up wiht him! he is pissed and probly wouldnt evr get over me! jsut fr my friend she doenst think its rihgt! well i liek i cant expain it the pain it hurts nadeverthing it jstu lie ka thousand knifes in my heart tell me its wrong tell em its right ht i love somone tht not huma n( hard ot explain!)))) ( so dont ask)) adn liek yeah pelse jsut please plese make it stop!

I AM FUCKIN OBESSED WITH THE COLOR RED!!!!!uh every drink thts red i'll ask for.... every thing thts red i look at and think of blood anything thts red thts edibable (? spellin) i will eat its horrble!!!11